Dear My Beloved...

Sejak pertama aku mengenalmu ada perasaan aneh di diriku
Entah mengapa perasaan itu membuatku memikirkanmu
Perasaan itu adalah cinta pada pandangan pertama
Tapi entah mengapa aku ragu menyatakan cinta kepadamu



Kau begitu baik dan perhatian padaku
Bahkan saat ku sakit kau memberiku semangat untuk sembuh
Melihat Wajahmu senyumanmu membuatku bagaikan menatap seorang bidadari
Tapi aku merasa tak pantas untuk menjadi kekasihmu



karena aku yang berbanding terbalik denganmu
I hope God will give the best for me and you
Walaupun kita tidak menjadi sepasang kekasih
tetapi kaulah seorang yang tetap dalam hatiku

A Poem For My Darling..

I know that I should try to find somebody new..

But all I find is myself always thinking of you..

You dont even know it..And why should you care?

Your happy just pretending that I'm not even there..

Forever means nothing if I dont spend it with you..

But theres just nothing more I think I can do..

I try to tell you that I love you,but you just dont stop to listen..

Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin..

Give me just one minute and look into my eyes..

Forget your friends..

Forget the world..

Forget the pain n lies..

Forget about what people say n what other people might see..

All I want you to think about now is what you think of me..

Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love..

And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of..

Maybe I'm wrong and you really just dont care..

But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are actually there..

All I want is for you to tell me exactly how you feel..

I'd rather be hurt than keep believing what you say is real..

Whether you tell me you love me or not this will still be true..

Nothing in this whole damn world could keep me from loving you..

Hanya kamu

Mungkin rasa itu tak pernah bisa aku pertahankan

Atau mungkin hanya sekedar impian hampa

Karena kau telah sendiri

Namun coba ku tepis semua itu

Dengan hati yang sedang tersenyum

Dengan rindu akan suara hangatmu

Yang aku yakin sangat indah bila ada di sampingku

Aku ingin slalu ada denganmu

Aku ingin slalu tersenyum denganmu

Meskipun kau tak membalasku Meskipun

kau tak bisa merasakan apa yang aku rasa

Meskipun kau hanya bisa tertawa denganku

Tapi aku yakin kau tak bisa sendiri tanpaku

Kau tak bisa tersenyum bila kau sepi

Karena kau pernah bilang padaku

Kalau kau tak pernah sedih bila denganku

Kalau kau akan slalu senang denganku

Aku akan setia denganmu

Sampai kau tahu sesuatu

Bahwa aku tak hanya mau jadi temanmu

Karena aku yakin kau hanya untukku

I’ll always with you

             And

you’ll never walk alone

Why..?

why are you so beautiful until I fell in love with you. You're like a light among the darkness. Is it fair god ..? whether God created you for me ..? why so many beautiful girls, but I'm only interested in you.? why did you make me crazy about you ..? Your face that had changed my world into a peaceful somber. which was dark becomes light, for your presence at my side .. why sometimes I feel god is not fair.! why people I loved did not love me and I am willing to sacrifice whatever I have for you .. why are you torturing me and when I will express my love if you will accept it ..? I do not know what will happen next if you do not receive my love ..

but I believe God is just he has to determine the best way for the good of the future of his children ...

but I still can not live without you ...

or now I expressed my love for you ...?


if I had to choose between loving you and jump to hell. before I jump into the hell I'm going to kiss your Forehead and say I LOVE YOU!

miss you, but I'm not alone

My moments recall the memories with you ..
I feel sad that time was the most beautiful days I have ..
why did you leave me for no apparent reason ...
okay .. maybe you want to find a better or how ..?
but why ..?
I do not understand about this ..?
why are you looking for a better ..?
or because I can not give you anything ..?
why ..?
explain to me ..?
This is only one word I write my love for you ...
why until now I still do not understand ...?
fortunately I still have friends who are loyal Really he would listen to me saaat better or worse ...
Thank god

Love

I used to think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough
But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out
why you playing games, whats this all about
And I can't believe,
Your hurting me
I met your girl, what a difference
What you see in her
You aint see in me
But i guess it was all just make-believe

Oh, Love
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

I can go, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
come around please tell me baby
why you go so far away
Why you go...

Love......
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

I found you

Now you go, what am I gonna do
I'm sooo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
Rainy days fade away
when you come around
say your here to stay
With me boy
I don't want you to leave me
I need you.........

i'll be loving you long time

since first I looked at your face. I felt something inside me that says maybe you're the best. but I do not understand what this means.?
I need someone who can accompany me in times when I sunk myself and while I'm happy.

and I'll promise I will not make him cry or sad, if he cries I will not forgive myself. Is there someone who understands this point.? and i will loving you long time..

Until The End Of Time...
thx for read..

Special thanks to you..

Odi adalah temen gue yang badannya terkecil menurut gue. Dia tuh baik banget selama ini udah bantuin gue dalam hampir segala hal.

Dia baik banget sama gue, kita sering saling curhat.. walopun ujung ujungnya sama-sama ga nemuin jawaban yang bener..walopun odi kecil gitu tapi dia pinter loh..
bayangin aja, ulangan umum ga ada yang remed! WOW..
kurang dewa apa coba tuh anak. tapi gue binggung dia cara belajarnya gmn yah.??
singkatnya gue mau berterima kasih sama lu odi..
kalo lu ga ngerti pake bahasa indonesia gw kasih pake bahasa yang lain nih.

Afrikaans (Africa) - Dankie
Arabic - Sukran
Arabic - Shukran Gazillan (Thank you very much)
Armenian - shur-nur-ah-gah-lem
Australian - Thoinks, Moite!
Bengali - Dhannyabad
Bulgarian - Blagodaria
Bosnia - Hvala
tonese - M'goy (sp? -- thank you for the service)
Cantonese - Do jey (sp? -- thank you for the gift)
Chinese (Mandarin) - Xie_Xie (shieh shieh)
Cook Islander - Kia Manuia
Croatia - Hvala
Czech - Djenkuie (deh'-ku-yih)
Danish - tak (tahg)
Dutch - dank (dahnk)
Estonia - Aitåh
Fijian - Vinaka 
Finnish - kiitos (kee'-toas)
French - merci (mehr-see')
French - Merci Madame - Thanks (to a woman)
French - Merci Mademoiselle - Thanks (to a young girl)
French - Merci Monsieur - Thanks (to a man)
Gambia (Mandinka) - Abarka

German - Danke (dahn'-kuh)
German - Danke schoen (literally: nicely thank you, outdated)
German - Danke sehr (Thank you very much)
German -Vielen Dank (Many Thanks)
Greek - Efharisto (ef-har-ris-tou')
Greek - Efkaristo poly
Guarani - Aguije (ah-we-JAY) native indian language of Paraguay and Western Brazil
Guinea (Mandinka) - Abarka
Gujarathi (India) - Aabar
Hawaiian - Mahalo
Hebrew - Toda (toh-dah')
Hebrew - Toda raba (thank you very much)
Hindi (India National Language) - Dhan-ya-vaad
Hindi - Syukriya
Hungarian - Köszönöm (kuh'-suh-nuhm)
Indonesian - Terima kasih (teh-ri-mah kah-sih)
Indonesian - Terima Kasih Banyak (Both pronounced bunyuk - Thank you very much)
Italian - Grazie (grahts'-yeh)
Italian - Grazie tanto (many thanks - cordial version)
Italian - Mille Grazie (a thousand thanks)
Japanese - Arigato (ah-ree-gah'-toh) or A_Lea_Ga_Tou_Go_Zai_Ma_Su
Japanese - Domo arrigato
Javanese - Matur nuwun
Jive - Thanks mon - Appropriate only if directed to a male
Kannada (India) - Dhan-ya-vaadaa (spoken in S India, in Bangalore, the Silicon Valley of India.)
Korean - Kamsa hamaida (kam'-sah hum-nee-dah' )
Latvian - Paldis
Lithuanian - Achu
Luganda (Uganda) - Waybale (Thank you)
Luganda (Uganda) - Waybale Nyo (Thank you very much)
Macedonia - Hvala
Malayalam (South Indian Language) - Nandi
Malayalam (India) - Nani
Malaysian - Terima Kasih ("Tay ree ma Kaa seh")
Mali (Mandinka) - Abarka
Mandinka - Abarka (language of West Africa; The Gambia, Senegal, Guinea and Mali)
Maori - Kia Manuia
New Zealand - Cheers - LOL
New Zealand - Kiaora Koe
New Zealand - Kiaora Korua
New Zealand - Kiaora Koto
New Zealand - Kiaora Tatou
New Zealand - Maori
Norwegian - Takk (tahkk)
Oman - Shakkran
Palauan - soolong (Republic of Palau)
Paraguay (Guarani) - Aguije (ah-we-JAY)
Persian/Farsi - Mam'noon or Mo'teshake'ram (Spoken in Iran, Afghanistan and other
Central Asian countries)
Philippines Tagalog - Salamat
Philippines - Maraming Salamat (thank you very much)
Polish - Dziekuje (dsyehn-koo-yeh)
Portuguese - Obrigada (Female)
Portuguese - Obrigado (Male) (oh-bree-gah'-doh)
Portuguese - Muito Obrigado (Thank you very much)
Portuguese - Muito Obrigado com Voce (have my personal thanks)
Punjabi [ Pakistan and India] - Bhala Hove
Qatar - Shakkran
Romanian - Multumesc (phonetic: mooltzoomeask)
Romanian - Va multumim frumos (great thanks)
Russian - Spasiba (spah-see'-boh)
Russian - Blagodaryu (a little official)
Russian - Premnogo blagodaren (my greater thanks - words said to bosses by workers)
Russian - Spasibo balshoye (big thanks)
Samoan - Fa'afetai (fah-ah-feh-ta-e - thank you)
Samoan - Fa'afetai tele lava (Thank you very much)
Samoan - Talofa
Saulteaux Indians (Manitoba, Canada) - Miigwech (meegweech) -- there are similar Spellings in other native languages such as Cree, etc.
Senegal (Mandinka) - Abarka
Serbo - Croat -Hvala
South Africa - Dankie
South Africa - Baie Dankie (thanks very much)
Spanish - Gracias (grah'-syas)
Spanish - Gracias a todos (Thank you all)
Sundanese - Nuhun
Sunda - Hatur Nuhun
Swahili - Ahsante (ah-sahn'-teh)
Swahili - Ahsante Sana (Thank you very much)
Swedish - Tack (tahkk)
Swedish - Tack så mycket
Tahitian - Maururu
Tamil (India) - Nandri ("Nun-dry" spoken in South India, Singapore, Malaysia)
Telungu (South Indian Language)- Manjuthe
Thai - Kah khun (women)
Thai - Kap khun (men)
Thai - Kap Khun Krap (thank you very much)
Thai - Khap kun kop (more formal and polite)
Tibetan - Thuk Ji Chhe
Turkish - Tesekkurler ( teh-sheh-keur eh-deh-rim)
Turkish - Çok tesekkur ederim (big thanks)
Turkish - Sa&Mac221;ol (thank you)
Turkish - Sa&Mac221;olun (thank you - "saol")
Turkish - Tesekkurler (thanks - "teshekkyurler")
U.S. & Canada - Thank You
United States (South) - Thanks y'all
Ukranian - Dyakuyu
Urudu (India) - Shukria
Urdu (Pakistan) - Shukria
Urdu [Pakistan, India and Bangladesh] - Maherbani
Vietnamese - Kam ouen
Xhosa (Africa) - Nkosi
Yemen - Shakkran
Yoruba - Modupe
Yugoslavia - Hvala
Zulu - Ngiyabonga


kalo kayak gitu masih ga ngerti juga sih keterlaluan..
Thanks yah odi :'D

Faithfully..

Kenapa tiap orang yang kita sayangi selalu aja ga nyadar kalo kita tuh care sama dia.??
Mereka yang kita cintai ga tau betapa kecewanya kita yang udah mereka tolak gitu aja..
Gw bingung knapa mereka tega melakukan itu.?
Boba kalo mereka yang digituiin.??
pasti mereka bakalan sakit hati banget..

Sama halnya dengan gw yang baru aja gw hopeless banget karena cewe yang selama ini gw idam idamkan
ternyata suka sama sahabat gw..
apa yang harus gw lakuin sekarang..???

Ngalah.?
Atau
Maksa.?

gw bingung, rasanya mau nangis tapi ga bisa..
mau triak tapi malu sama tetangga..

gw sedih banget.. sakit hati...
yang gw bisa cuma doa biar dia yang gw sayangi bahagia sama sahabat gw itu..
dia bahagia, gw ikut bahagia kok..

selamat untuk dia yang dipilih dan selamat juga untuk gue yang ga bisa dapetin dia..

kayaknya gw mesti cari cewe lain tapi gw ga bakalan nemuin lagi yang kayak dia..

sedih banget gw...

you know everything must go on, hope you happy with him...

Indonesia Kini..

Dahulu waktu aku kecil...
orangtuaku mengatakan Indonesia itu negara yang hebat...
Dahulu waktu aku kecil...
kakek dan nenekku bilang klo Indonesia itu negara kuat...

Waktu aku kecil...
orang - orang bilang Indonesia itu kaya...
waktu aku kecil...
orang orang bilang mereka bangga sama Indonesia...

Tapi kini...
Semuanya seakan berubah...
semua yang mereka bilang seakan sirna tanpa arah...
Hilang semua Indonesia ku yang begitu indah...

Kini...
Ibu Pertiwi seakan meringis...
Alampun seakan menangis....
Orang2pun banyak yang mengais...
Seperti dihujani oleh besi teralis...

Indonesiaku kini...
penuh dengan tikus2 penghisap darah...
Saudara2ku pun semakin susah...
Mencari makan saja harus dengan peluh dan darah...

katanya sih negara kaya...
Tapi apa hendak dikata...
Rakyat disini semakin sengsara...
Hanya untuk memberi makan Tikus2 negara...

Katanya negara hebat...
tapi liatlah apanya yang hebat...
negara kita diolok2 ditanah air kita sendiri...
Dianggap seonggok sampah yang tak lagi berarti...

Mau tanya Pemimpin??
Rakyat sendiri mereka tidak peduli...
" KAN UDAH TAHU KALO SERING GEMPA "
" KENAPA TIDAK MENGUNGSI ??? "
Hatiku meringis mendengar kata2 ini...
Rasanya saudara2 saya tidak berarti lagi...

Indonesiaku kini...

Disaat Ibu Pertiwi menangis...
mereka semua malah pergi menjadi turis...
Nggak tau mau sedih atau nangis...
yang jelas semua saudara2ku sedang meringis...

Indonesiaku kini...

Apa yang terjadi???...
Betulkah bumi ini sedang memerangi kami???
Ataukah Tuhan sudah enggan terhadap kami???
Apakah Dosa2 kami tidak terampuni???

Itu semua hanya Tuhan yang tahu...

Indonesiaku kini...
Sedang berada di titik tersepi...
mengharapkan rembulan pagi yang menyejukkan hati...
Diriringi dengan tiupan kecapi yang menenangkan diri...

indonesiaku kini...
penuh dengan sesak dan isak...
tapi tidak pernah ada keadilan yang bertindak...
yang salah jadi benar, yang benar diolok - olok...

Tapi...

Ingatlah Saudara...
Jalan kita masih panjang...
janganlah pernah Putus asa...
untuk kemakmuran Indonesia...
karena Secercah harapan masih ada...

Indonesiaku kini...

All For You..

For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. aduh lama banget nih gw buat.. jangan di hina hina yah.. maap kalo ada grammar yang salah...

ANAK ANAK 8B..

Oke kali ini gw mau bikin post tentang anak 8b yang gw bakalan Describenya hanya dengan 3 kata..

1. Nobel : sok tau, kadang jayus, bisa diejek.
2. Angelia H : baik, asik, kecil orangnya.
3. Angelia DH : paling asik dikerjain, diejek, contekan.
4. Ashley "JUPE" : gaul, baik, temen buat ngeledekin ming ming.
5. Deta : GAHUL, kadang nyolot, cantik.
6. Troy : Sule lovers, kocak, ngakaknya kyk setan.
7. David : baik, jaim, kuping dan jarinya freak.
8. Claudia : tempat curhat, baik, cantik.
9. Elia : sipit, kurus, temennya mellisa.
10. Eric : banci, gendut, kocak.
11. Christy : kurus, kering, bawel kyk bajaj.
12. Gabby : cantik, putih kyk tikus albino, hobinya mukulin gw kalo pagi pagi.
13. Glen : ATM berjalan, sok ganteng, paling ngerti soal korupsi.
14. Feren : cantik, putih, kyk tikus albino.
15. Leonard : botak, kotak, baik.
16. Maria : kriting, kacamata, 7D.
17. Meyli : thailand, poni cacat, sering ngelawak tapi ga lucu.
18. Melia : japanese, abe, nyatet kerjaannya.
19. Mellisa : bawel, kecil, belagu.
20. Ming Ming : L E B A R , GEDE, tulisan sama jidat sama gedenya.
21. Gw : menurut kalian gmn.??
22. Michelle : bawel, pirang buatan, berisik.
23. Monika : betis super besar, baik, cantik.
24. Nadya : baik, sering minjamin uang, cantik.
25. Angky : Homoannya david, pendek, cadel.
26. Nico : dewa awp, kurus dan pendek, kuatnya kyk banteng liar.
27. Shania : KUTILANG.
28. Sanders : badut 8b, suara super gede, gendut.
29. Stephani : cantik, baik, lucu.
30. Theo : AS, pinter fisika, banyak omong.
31. William : Pasrah, Muka Melas, Tiang Bendera.
32. Aldo : Yahudi, tulisan kyk kapal pecah, jago basket.

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